
Sniffen Court [photo: Jim Henderson | Wikipedia Commons]
In this scoop neck, flutter skirt, Saint Etienne weather—well, not today, but yesterday and tomorrow—even so unnervingly early in the year, I have a deliciously erroneous sense that all of us in the northern hemisphere have been spinning back in the dark months to not to warmer temperatures but to a place that’s been there all along. We were there on Fridays when class let out early, and when we didn’t make it back from lunch until four and our boss had left for the weekend. Outside, air was no boundary to skin but an extension. We got ahead of ourselves, around a corner to ice cubes, April, taxi honks, the accumulated babble of conversations, each making its own sense…
My first job interviews in New York were this time of year, in colder weather. I had already not been called back three or four times when, on the first really warm day, I walked east on Thirty-eighth or Thirty-ninth Street to an educational publisher. I don’t remember their name. The woman interviewing me was concerned I wouldn’t be content doing what they needed. I assured her I would. They had me do a sample of whatever it was that I’d be doing. A guy in the cubicle to my left was on the phone. I remember his tone, not his words; the way he let them drip. He may have been making lunch plans, or figuring to stay in the job a few months before quitting. I think I may not have thought until then in so many words that a job could be in New York and be terrible.
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